on back up

anger is on my face, love is breathing on my neck/
your respect is what i need and i havent receieved none of it yet/
dreams are what i dream, i havent dreamed none of themyet/
but how do i kill some of my issues without leaning on the rest/
dont want to tell a story because as a teen i was a vet/
young veteran that no one believed that was the best/
you doubters were stupid to ever think that i was pet/
your bitch friends were stupid thinking that your love i will never get/
our issues feel like flat liners leaning on my chest/
but dont shock or hurt me because i am a beast up on a nest/
and the birds that fly by keep bringing me some stress/
plus if you are bringing me some stress i expect to be breathing less/
i was tired of your ass, dont expect me to be depressed

MISTAKE

your only duty is to carry and keep it
in other words, let me trust you on keeping a secret
lately ive been talking to this girl and seeing her face
and noticed her being with this guy that calls for disgrace
basically they made something that was a mistake
and i know hes gonna wish for me to be in his place
well, I KNOW WHEN I DO SOMETHING , I DO IT RIGHT
AND CAREFUL IS THE ONLY WORD YOU SHOULD HAVE LEARNED EARLY IN YOUR LIFE.
IT WONT GO AWAY BY SAYING SORRY OR PLEASE BUT MAYBE
YOU MIGHT FIND A WAY OF KEEPING OR GETTING RID OF THAT BABY

lack

lack of, self-esteem atleast thats what you say
lack of, inetellince
lack of, style
lack of, humor
lack of, smiles
lack of, beuty,
lack of, money
lack of,style
lack of, game
lack, of nothing
is what i say
because what they say is not the same
theyr'e just jealous of my kinds of ways
of living a life without a shma.

lack

pay

same standards and same mottto is that i believe,
you have to work for what you want, it doesnt come for free/
and when u come to work, you shouldnt come to please/
because everybody is competing for a spot to gleam/
a time to shine or a spot to prosper/
is when you are playing in the top roster
you cannot finish where u start
people , you have to work for what u want

damned me

aids patient, cant take it, so he takes his next shot,
has nothing to lose but his dirty red socks,
cant forget about the life that he is about to miss,
after he finds out that hell is not a bliss
hes gonna ask his mom if he could get another kiss,
but he had many chaces to get his problems fixed
but his guilty pleasures just had people notcing another rib
hs life was so dry, as he waited for the next drought
he found a new drug he though he should test out
that was enough to get him kicked out of his aunts house
so he had no choice but to start digginfg in the next blouse
it was too late, to run and to forever hide out, because five minutes later
it was destined for the cops to find out
that he just raped girl that he made her cry out:
"eitherway motherfucker, now, couple of minutes, or later
somebody is going to find out plus the cops are going to slay you"
he said " just shut up ill be damned if this make the paper"
she said " oh dont worry if doesnt make the paper,
just remember that my father is apparently the mayor
now hes in jail, his only friend is the razor, that makes
his wrist glazed up
in red
instead of calming down and laying in bed
he makes a hand made gun to put a bullet in his bed.....

now he wakes up stressed out, with his wife right beside him
realized it was a dream that his mind had just designed it
his wife heard all of his secrets through his sleep, so she
takes out her gun and permantly puts him to sleep

the comeback

i feel it from my brain, to my heart, through my bladder/
the pain that i have suffered has made my soul shatter/
and whats so badder/
its that emotions dont mean nothin for her, so love doesnt even matter/
now as i stand from afar,trying to soul search abroad/
im noticing that all of them fit the description of a fraud/
but guess what?since the day that you messed up/
it was time to forget about emotions and just hanging thr rest up/

i am

..the one that doesnt have skin to cover/
the one that wouldnt trade his rich heritage for others/
the one that is proud of his brothers
eventhough we cause eachother trouble/
i am he
who's indeed
gonna cultivate his seeds/
I AM ME!

mirror life

so real, so precious , something your mind can taste
yet, the stress that it gives you makes you realize its fake,
church boy lies, virgin has sex, couples are unfaithfull,
cant forget about people walking around with a label
its basic, only if you wear clothe that are the latest.
familiar?well u have to deal with it until u it the box
its just life